My Forever Father

I lost my earthly father when I was eight
For many years I did mourn that lost
Of being totally without a dad
Was something I did hate

It was only after I accepted Jesus as my saviour
Did I come to realize
That all along, all this time
I had another Father to my great surprise

Though my earthly father is gone
And I still hold him in my heart
Today I take comfort in having a Father
With whom I never have to part

Thank you God for being my Forever Father
Tammy B. 06/15/08



Lord, I lift up my voice to you in song
No more do I know what is right or wrong
Please help me Lord
So many emotions, so many feelings
Just send me reeling
I feel so confused
What to do?
I pray to you Lord
To help me out of this mess
Please show me what is the best --
To do
Alone I am a lost ship in the night
Without its guiding light
Please open my eyes so I my see
Open my ears so I may hear
Your answer to me
Lord, I lift up my voice in praise
Once again you have come through
in oh so many ways
I knew I could count on you
Thank you Lord
Thank you Lord
Tammy B. 5/28/08




Lord as I am walking through the fire
I feel myself begin to weaken from the heat
On my own I will surely burn
But because of you Lord being in my life
I know together we will defeat
Satan's many attempts to cause me strife
For only you Lord know my heart's desire
Is to grow continuously in Your image
I know Lord for this to occur
I require pruning and weeding
This is why that at any time, any age
I may suffer trials so as to grow further
in Your image as I walk with you
On your word I am constantly feeding
On my lips is constant praise
In song I lift up my voice
For all my nights and all my days
To live for you Lord is my constant choice.
Written by:  Tammy B. 5/26/08
As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God. Psalm 42:1



Lord there are times when I feel so all alone
I just want to cave in
Satan has come creeping in
And is trying to sit on the throne
But I know Lord that You are there
I cry out to You
My soul is hurting and so raw
I feel so very blue
I begin to feel You coming in
Filling all the dark, empty spaces
I lift up my voice in song
From the joy coming from deep within
From me Satan has fled
One thing he can never take from me
And that is You Lord Jesus
Once again because of You I am free
--Tammy B.  5/24/08




No one can take Jesus from me

Thank you God that living for Jesus is free
No one can take Jesus from me

You can take my money, my car, my home
You can put me out on the streets to roam
But no one can take Jesus from me

You can take my clothes, my shoes, my jewelry
You can put me in prison and throw away the key
But no one can take Jesus from me

You can take my pets, my friends, my family
No matter what you do to me
No one can take Jesus from me

Thank you God that living for Jesus is free
No one can take Jesus from me
Tammy B. 2/9/2007



It is because of God that I am able to stand at all
Without Him I would crumble and fall
He enables me to go to any lengths
By providing me with courage and strength
He heals my wounds, big and small
He provides His love unconditional
From the storms He shelters me underneath His wings
Without Him I would be nothing
With Him all is possible
Through Him I am humbled
To Him I give all the glory and praise
Throughout all of my days
Thank You God, I love you
Thank You for being You
Tammy B. 1/8/2007



Come

Come near to God
Feel His presence
Warm your soul

Come
Come near to God
Feel His embrace
Comfort you

Come
Come near to God
Feel His spirit
Fill you up

Come
Come near to God
Feel His love
Overflowing in you

Come
Come near to God
Feel His power
Strengthen you

Come
Come near to God
He is waiting
For you now

Come
Come near to God
All His children
Come near to God
Tammy B.
9/21/06




What God says is in blue:

A voice whispered, "I love you."
Huh? Who said that? Nobody loves me - not with all my imperfections and all the things I have done.
I do.
What? Who is that?
It's me - your Father.  I love you so much that I gave my only Son
for you so that you may have eternal life.

God, is that you?
Yes, I am God - your eternal Father.  Be still and listen.
Listen?
Yes, listen.  You are a child of God's.  I made you in my image. 
I will love you unconditionally forever.  I will always be with you.
Really?
Yes.
You will always love me unconditionally and be with me forever?
Yes.
Thank you God. It is so very wonderful to know that I will always be loved unconditionally
and never be alone.  It gives me great comfort knowing this.  I love you God.
I love you, my child.
Tammy B.
9/16/06



In you Lord I put my trust and I know you won't let me down
when satan comes lurking around
telling me all kinds of lies
wearing all kinds of disguises
I shout to him to go away
I tell him there's no room here for him to stay
For you Lord I live today
I shout the good news "Jesus is the way!"

Tammy B.
9/15/06



Oh Woe Is me

I sit and and think - life is not fun anymore
Oh woe is me
I can't seem to find any happiness
Oh woe is me

Might as well get drunk
Oh woe is me
Might as well get high
Oh woe is me

If your life was like mine you would get drunk too
Oh woe is me
You don't know the troubles I've seen
Oh woe is me

You don't understand the pain I have felt
Oh woe is me
You don't know the hurt I have been dealt
Oh woe is me

This use to be my thought process
Oh woe is me
Until one day when bottom I did hit
Oh God please help me

My life flashed before my eyes
Not a pretty sight did I see
I didn't want to die this way
Oh God please help me

I surrendered all to God as I understand Him
I was set free
From the prison I had entrapped myself in
Oh God thank Thee

Today when troubles and sorrow does arise
I bow down on bended knee
When my disease once again tries to rear its ugly head
I pray to God to help me

No more do I want to live in that prison of hell
From which God has released me
In God's presence I prefer to dwell
Where I find joy, happiness and serenity

Today whatever life gives me
There is no more oh woe is me
I bathe in the sunlight of the spirit
Never forgetting this precious gift that God has given me

Thank you Lord
To you I give all the glory

Tammy B.
7/7/06



Lord my heart is heavy today
And I know you won't give me any more than I can handle
But I just have to say
Why does it have to hurt so bad

Our time on earth is so short
Too short for grudges to be held
Too short for all we feel we have to do
Too short for the many stories we have to tell

With this in mind as we go through each moment
Let's remember to always say I love you
Let's remember to always forgive and forget
Before our time is spent
Tammy B. 6/6/06




Praise You Lord
Praise you Jesus

I am so blessed to have a Savior like You
When I was lost You came and brought me home
No more to be lonely
No more to be blue

Praise You Lord
Praise You Jesus

You changed the life of this old sinner
No more to roam
In the darkness alone
Now with You I am a winner
Tammy B.  11/17/05



Jesus
How sweet your name is on my lips
How sweet your name sounds to my ears
You fill my very soul
To the brim of bursting
I feel as though I may explode
From your love
Your warmth
Thank you, sweet Jesus
For this blessing
you have bestowed on me
Here I am
I am yours
Do with me as you will
Take from me
Anything that stands in your way
Sweet, Sweet Jesus
My one and only desire
Is my life be for you
Only you
Jesus
Sweet Jesus
How sweet your name is on my lips
How sweet your name sounds to my ears
Thank you
Amen
Written by:  Tammy B. 8/27/04




Don't Stop Praying


One night, years ago while I was drinking
I was talking to my mother on the phone
We were again talking about my drinking
I told her how much I hated it

She started crying
Saying she didn't know what else to do
She had been praying for me for many years
And God didn't seem to be answering her prayers

How I hated that I was making my mother cry
That I was the cause for her sadness
I told her Mom, I know what you can do
Please, don't stop praying

God is the only one
Who can help me out of this mess
I have faith that He will
But it will be in His time not ours
Just don't stop praying

My mother continued to pray
As did many others for me
No - God didn't answer the prayers immediately
But He did answer them eventually

For today, you see
With the help of God, AA, friends and family
I am sober and clean
I am finally free

So whatever you do
Don't stop praying.

Written by:  Tammy B.  3/5/04


                               
                             
                             
                             
                             
                             
                             
                             
                             
                             
                             
                             
                              
                             
                             
                             
                             
                              
                              
                             
                              
                               
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                             
                                
                               
                              
                                
                              
                               
                              
                                
                               
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                               

                                "Mother"
                                
                                
                                 
                                Written by:  Tammy B. 12/10/80